conaira

hey boys and girls
hows things?
been so busy over the last couple of months with my new job fresh store and a fresh start just how i like it...
well along with that the hole r and r done a world of good to
plus always couldn't wait to be twenty one lol its been epic
thought i was loosing myself for a while there but finaly found my feet again
after loosing my little cousin in a car crash and having the other in hospital makes you see things in a different light
yer i was at college i distanced myself from my family but everything i do its for them they are always with me whether in body or spirit i'll always treasure the memores we shared
ok most importantly art work finaly found a style i like best and i hope you's all agree it suits me...
also start of november i'm going to start making my jewellery again and open up my shop on etsy again and this time they are going to be better than ever ^-^
take care
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ok everyone ^-^

time for something new and exciting XD sick of being bored doing nothing so i got off my butt and thought up a new name for my shop and designed a new logo too while i was at it!

got loads of drawings i have to scan and edit and deleve me when i say yous'll love them XD cause i do ^-^

anyways been reading the evermore serice and on night star and finaly decided to call it quits with something i was after, and going to head out in search of something new and more exciting as my best friend says something that can keep up lol

get so bored doing the same thing all the time but you know what i like this style of jewellery i'm doing and who knows might even kick of more than i expect ^-^ heres hoping anyways... being paid off three weeks ago i'm still in the "holiday stage" as my big sister likes to call it lol  the sun is shining and things just keep on getting better, so i think that new move is for the best XD

ok whos up for chinese???? cause i am i could go a chicken chow mein mmm lol bed time and i'm thinking about my guit lol

and for all thoughs who were worrying about me don't worry i'm back i kind of just lost myself if that makes sence! but i've found myself again....the people who matter in my life is the once that i matter to them ^-^ and that includes you guys

plus going back to the rout of your inspiriation gives you a huge boost too XD

hoping to get my shop open next week or the following with my NEW jewellery, i'll also be taking custom orders so once you see what i'm doing let me know how i can help out and also considering doing party orders so drop me an email and i'll give you a good deal on a bulk order

luv

Corinne
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Hi everyone

ok i had this image in my head for a couple of days last week and i got it down on paper and it looked amazing but i really want it to be my best piece yet so working really hard on photoshop with it to make it look great, have been working on it for the last three hours chopping and changing things but if i spend another day on it i should have it ready to upload

When i upload it i really want all your oppinions on it and what it means to you....

As for me renewal is a chance to allow change and happeniness back into my life. Conaira was always a strong character for me when i designed her she was everything i wanted to be!!! but for the last couple of years shes slipped away because i became a stronger people and gained confidence in myself...in a way i became Conaira proving to myself and everyone else that i did matter in this world and i wasn't going to let anyone put me down again...

So renewal is going to introduce my new character "Corinne" i wont give to much away but lets just say shes dropped into the real world....

Personaly the artwork represents that time when you do just get dropped into realality, when everything is set in stone and you know exactly what your going to do with your life something happens that just throws the whole thing out the window then your left wondering whats next????

Well whats next...lets see i'm going to put one step infront of the other and see where it takes me!!!

University is on hold unless i'm lucky to get a placement at an open day but who knows whats around the corner i've got so much protenshal i just want to get out there and get insperation and get my portfolio and ineractive portfolio done this year so i can start looking for either a fulltime job or a freelance job either would suit me XD lol

But with two niece's (one five and the other seven weeks old) i've got more than anough to keep me busy and out of trouble lol most anyways XD

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hi everyone
sorry if i worried you's with the last entry ^-^ just needed a little r and r lol plus watching fruits basket my all time fav anime did help a bit
i just wanted to let you's all know that i'm doing much better and making plans for my twenty first birthday so lol
just finished my beautiful jewellery i'll be wearing for my birthday dinner she's one of my alltime fav jewellery designs along with i love all there work ^-^
anyways if you's have the time you's should go and check it out ^-^ i know you'd just love there work ^-^
i dont regret anything anymore i'm happy to have finaly loved someone so much as i did and be told that they loved me back just as much, and Connor B will always hold a place in my heart, he just aint the man that can stay with me and make me feel complete the way i should. So i'm happy it ended when it did as i was so unhappy not seeing him for weeks at a time. but i'm so much happier now and i'm so glad i met him and his family. i'm so glad that they live even if they dont feel the same way. i'll support the army as best i can, by making the jewellery to rais funds for them ^-^
i know my mr right is out there somewhere lol as an old friend used to say he's lost and is too stubbern to ask for directions lol
well anyways i'm glad all of you's live because i dont know where i'd be without your support
all the best for 2011 and hope good fortune smiles on all of you's
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dont you just love it when you feel like your on top of the world then it all comes crashing in around you!!!!!
i hate it i hate feeling so lonely and hurt, just want to get back to how things used to be! but the question is what were they like before and how did i become that person!! how did i let myself get hurt and why!!!
i did a drawing i named freedom but it hardly shows my emotions at this point in time. trying to be cheary and strong what a joke!!
it's a month tomorrow since it happened and the wound is still so row it hurts like a blade!
so many girls say they would love to be me but i'd give anything not to be... to get rid of these feelings and be happy again just being me!
this is the last holiday i know he'll have and i think thats the worst part cause i know he's so close and i will never see him in the same light again! i hope that after new year i'll feel alot better not knowing when he's home and can just get on with things again but who knows what next year will bring i hope i'll be happy in any means....
i bet you's are all wondering what i'm talking about well a month tomorrow my ex broke up with me because he choose his mother over me but also because he's in the Army Scots Guards to be exact, he's going to be away alot more next year. We were so in love and he was even going to propose on christmas!
i was willing to wait on him and love him with all my heart no matter what but i guess the army ment more to him than i did....
he's the only guy that i told i loved and ment it!
i just want to be happy in my own skin again and live my life to the fullest without him but it feels so impossible at the moment
my tutor used to tell me that the best way to get through life is to bullshit - protend to be confident even if your not, if someone wants to argue be the bigger person and walk away. but the best one was theres always going to be someone that just doesn't like you! no matter if theres a reason or not just ignore them and they'll go away
it is hard at the mo but i know that the feelings will fade and my confidence within myself will grow again sometime.. but until then i'll just take it as i come i guess
living is the hardest part but to die would be too easy...
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